. I know it’s “live by faith not by sight” but it gets dry, and I get tired and I get complacent and sink into

. I feel I wanna believe in God more. I’ve been trying to read a verse everyday but I can’t seem to remember them and

. i feel this a lot of the time. I love talking to God, i talk to him for a lot longer then i realise

. I feel like I’m depressed for no reason, and I’m afraid that it’s causing me to stumble. Every morning I wake up and I

. I was baptized when I was 17, and I made A LOT of terrible choices in life and veered away from God. I’m now

. Regarding marriage, Malachi 2:15 states: “Has not the one God made you? You belong to him in body and spirit. And what does the

. I’ve like always wondered bout this, so cults are usually seen as manipulative or based on lies, but when you think about it, a

. Hi, is it normal to be afraid of praying to god ? Because everything that I prayed for He always gave the opposite things.

. As I look at myself I see I have lived to please me first not God. I really only realized this about 4 years