. i gave up my life for God last year in October 2024. but seeing how other Christians who were more in the Spirit than

. Everything seems to be falling apart and I pray sometimes hours a day. I’ve had a vision during prayer before in the past and

. I’ve battled a lot of recent conflicts with many different stuff. I’m currently battling severe anxiety, rage problems, and the issue of feeling hopeless

. Sometimes I get anxious and a bit light-headed when I analyze these kinds of questions. Especially when I’m alone and trying to sleep, I

. While I can appreciate this statement in theory as being a motivation speech to push beyond caring for our families. I’m curious what group

. I read my bible, not as much recently but it’s because some topics scare me a lot, like demons is my biggest fear and

. I’m not very good at this and not sure if I’m properly following Him. I feel like Im being lukewarm. Does anybody have any

. I am asking this as someone who believes in Christ (and believe I have encountered him) but am having a hard time deciding whether

. My life is horrible and I’ve prayed and prayed at this point I’m starting to think that God loves the bad people while the

. I don’t want convincing or re-assuring at this moment. That is for me to figure out. I just need to vent because I feel